SOME DAYS

Some days are easy.... some.....harder than others.
Some days I need you more than I did before
On other days it even becomes hard to breath
My tears of longing
Have long since turned to just tears
Dry rivers of salt water, never ending
It hurts... With every breath i take inbetween the sobs
And my heart..... My heart beats in silence
A beat less, since you went away
On some days I wish to wake up to hear your voice
Only to wake up to my own
On some days I wish i had told you....... before you went away
Some days i long to hear you....if only for a while
And some days, I think of you and just smile
And on days inbetween i try very hard to supress the tears as I realise that you have gone away