In this life right now...

Alot of people, me included always wish to change things some time.. but other things are just too good a blessing, some people too great an honour to know and some friendships an eternal intervention at the hands of fate....

In this life right now..
Knowing you has made a diffarence to my existance..more than you will ever know

In this life right now
The strength you have has shown me how strong i can be

In this life right now..

Your virtue, honesty, integrity and dignity have set the bar on how I want others to see me

THE LOVE REVOLUTION....

Self help books always tell us to take time to love.... to heal, to touch the lives of others and to live life to the fullest...to be our bothers keeper, loving our fellow man as much as we love ourselves.....

Its never that easy......the connection to what should happen and what the heart feels never correlates the way we want it to and try as we may... not eveybody in your life will deserve to be there, not every broken situation can be mended, and sometimes some people like thier lives just the way they are and don't need any touching from you.... It may sound harsh but in reality, in an ideal world, the revolution would have taken off a lng tym ago but as we all knw this is'nt an ideal world and the closest thing we have to a love revolution is philanthropy...

LOVE REVOLUTION (n): the process of loving ones self... accepting that not everybody will and living life with a smile.. even when theres no end in sight......

THE SILENT CONVERSATION.....

It is on days like today.......when in the silence of solitude, words form that will never be uttered. Not for fear of anything but what they mean. Often within ourselves we loose sight of what is important to us and who we are important to.........

Often a silence speaks louder than words, an even louder conversation when that selfsame silence is cold.....
Warmth sometimes come unexpected.....from a place least suspected but constitutes warmth none the less... An old cliche states that to have loved and lost is better than to have not loved at all............. we sometimes let love walk away without realising what we have done, only to do so when it's too late to do anything about it..


Think about it....

TAKE TIME TO LIVE...

So some days are the pits and some are the greatest of our lives.........Live for those that make the bad ones worth while.
When u think you have found it, it eludes u.... Live in those rare and hard to appreciate moments of living and take time to love, to care and to just be.
Sometimes its an ending.... Live for a new beginning.
When you think its over, a huge knock comes out of nowhere........ Find courage somewhere and pick up the pieces....

And when you live..... Live not only for yourself but for the ones you love......Take time for the simple things and make them the things that matter the most.

THE BLACK HOLE

In the emptiness of the begining......
So solid
So infinite
Bursting with rays of light, never penetrating
What was... the black hole of my soul.....
The essence of my beginning..

Infinately u broke through....
Divergent like rays of light
Through prisms of my becoming.....

The religion of you faith sustained the becoming of my being
Thus the black hole became.....

SOME DAYS

Some days are easy.... some.....harder than others.
Some days I need you more than I did before
On other days it even becomes hard to breath
My tears of longing
Have long since turned to just tears
Dry rivers of salt water, never ending
It hurts... With every breath i take inbetween the sobs
And my heart..... My heart beats in silence
A beat less, since you went away
On some days I wish to wake up to hear your voice
Only to wake up to my own
On some days I wish i had told you....... before you went away
Some days i long to hear you....if only for a while
And some days, I think of you and just smile
And on days inbetween i try very hard to supress the tears as I realise that you have gone away

JUST BECAUSE

Jst because it's a begining
Does not make it a new start
Jst because it's a finish line
Does not make it an ending
Jst because you loved me
Does not make me eternally yourz
Jst because you hurt me
Does not make me hate you
Just because you blamed me
Does not make it my fault