Some days are easy.... some.....harder than others.
Some days I need you more than I did before
On other days it even becomes hard to breath
My tears of longing
Have long since turned to just tears
Dry rivers of salt water, never ending
It hurts... With every breath i take inbetween the sobs
And my heart..... My heart beats in silence
A beat less, since you went away
On some days I wish to wake up to hear your voice
Only to wake up to my own
On some days I wish i had told you....... before you went away
Some days i long to hear you....if only for a while
And some days, I think of you and just smile
And on days inbetween i try very hard to supress the tears as I realise that you have gone away
Wednesday, 29 October 2008
JUST BECAUSE
Jst because it's a begining
Does not make it a new start
Jst because it's a finish line
Does not make it an ending
Jst because you loved me
Does not make me eternally yourz
Jst because you hurt me
Does not make me hate you
Just because you blamed me
Does not make it my fault
Does not make it a new start
Jst because it's a finish line
Does not make it an ending
Jst because you loved me
Does not make me eternally yourz
Jst because you hurt me
Does not make me hate you
Just because you blamed me
Does not make it my fault
I've had a perfectly wonderful evening. But this wasn't it!
U got the outfit, the man and the venue, adn then it happns, knocking u off your feet and breaking your balance... when walking into the resturant u c at the corner of your eye... ur ex wit his new sqeeze.... ur ex best frnd.........what do you do? option number one: Knock that B#%^# upside the head. Option number two: knock that shmuck up side the head or option number three: go over there and greet, turn around and walk away....
Worst case scenario, point is, we deal wit situations the best we know how... and truth be told, being the bigger or better person is not always easy, I mean, Heloooooooooooo! How dare they? rite? wrong......... the effect of what somebody does or tries to do to you is given power and momentum by how you choose to react to it....easier said then done.... So I had this friend, who stole ma man and I had this man who got stolen by my friend.... tough takkies... shit happns rite? wrong.. sometimes we tend to have expectations from our friends like oh.....i dnt knw.... loyalty? and how bout Honest? yeah and a little bit of compassion now and again..............
So i had the blow up, the "i will never forgive u", " the they deserve each other and the "I dnt love him animre" wondering and working my head around what i would do if i saw them again! Untill i did! (Unexpectadly i mite add.... thank u very much) and well..............It hit me, they realy deservd each other, what do they say "bird of a feather, flock together" the relationship didnt last and well...............karma baby! karma!
Worst case scenario, point is, we deal wit situations the best we know how... and truth be told, being the bigger or better person is not always easy, I mean, Heloooooooooooo! How dare they? rite? wrong......... the effect of what somebody does or tries to do to you is given power and momentum by how you choose to react to it....easier said then done.... So I had this friend, who stole ma man and I had this man who got stolen by my friend.... tough takkies... shit happns rite? wrong.. sometimes we tend to have expectations from our friends like oh.....i dnt knw.... loyalty? and how bout Honest? yeah and a little bit of compassion now and again..............
So i had the blow up, the "i will never forgive u", " the they deserve each other and the "I dnt love him animre" wondering and working my head around what i would do if i saw them again! Untill i did! (Unexpectadly i mite add.... thank u very much) and well..............It hit me, they realy deservd each other, what do they say "bird of a feather, flock together" the relationship didnt last and well...............karma baby! karma!
THE HAPPY CHAPPY!
"The grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for."- Allan K. Chalmers
Every once in a while we find ourselves within ourselves.... cryptic? I think not. So Oprah always says, take charge of your life, live a little, smile a little and laugh out loud.... I agree Laugh and laugh and laugh at yourself some more........ Many a time getting out of bed and facing the world seems like a chore, but not only that, like a slavery contract that jst dsnt want to end.... and we live our lives constrictd by our own inhibitions.... do what makes u smile, and smile while you doing it.... Laugh, untill it hurts and when it does cry untill you can't animre and then jst pick urself up and be........................THE HAPPY CHAPPY!
Every once in a while we find ourselves within ourselves.... cryptic? I think not. So Oprah always says, take charge of your life, live a little, smile a little and laugh out loud.... I agree Laugh and laugh and laugh at yourself some more........ Many a time getting out of bed and facing the world seems like a chore, but not only that, like a slavery contract that jst dsnt want to end.... and we live our lives constrictd by our own inhibitions.... do what makes u smile, and smile while you doing it.... Laugh, untill it hurts and when it does cry untill you can't animre and then jst pick urself up and be........................THE HAPPY CHAPPY!
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
NIGHTS YOU WILL NEVER REMEMBER, WITH FRIENDS YOU WILL NEVER FORGET......
New street.........the social hub of lil' old Grahamstown.......where everithing and everbody congregate(for lack of a better, more befitting word) So for the past couple of months since my arrival in the dorpie I've been going to the watering holes and the dance floors pretty much every weekend...
Some nights are a blurr...... well not totally a blurr but well, some nights are very sketchy and it usually takes a couple of other people to piece the puzzle together..........Thats where they come in.... they have made sure i get home, handled the .........regurgetations(well putting it bluntly was jst too blunt) and nursed me through many a hangover............many, many a hangover.... and i have done the same.... Finding friends that bother and care enough to leave the fun and follow the drunk (the very negative connotation probably changes the picture all together!) but alas! they do....... for the many months that i have been here and the many months that they have put up with me its actually quite amazing..........so the one thing that would be befitting enough would probably be "Thanx alot bros', zambiruz, peto's etc..... you dont have to but you do....
Some nights are a blurr...... well not totally a blurr but well, some nights are very sketchy and it usually takes a couple of other people to piece the puzzle together..........Thats where they come in.... they have made sure i get home, handled the .........regurgetations(well putting it bluntly was jst too blunt) and nursed me through many a hangover............many, many a hangover.... and i have done the same.... Finding friends that bother and care enough to leave the fun and follow the drunk (the very negative connotation probably changes the picture all together!) but alas! they do....... for the many months that i have been here and the many months that they have put up with me its actually quite amazing..........so the one thing that would be befitting enough would probably be "Thanx alot bros', zambiruz, peto's etc..... you dont have to but you do....
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