It is on days like today.......when in the silence of solitude, words form that will never be uttered. Not for fear of anything but what they mean. Often within ourselves we loose sight of what is important to us and who we are important to.........
Often a silence speaks louder than words, an even louder conversation when that selfsame silence is cold.....
Warmth sometimes come unexpected.....from a place least suspected but constitutes warmth none the less... An old cliche states that to have loved and lost is better than to have not loved at all............. we sometimes let love walk away without realising what we have done, only to do so when it's too late to do anything about it..
Think about it....
Thursday, 13 November 2008
Wednesday, 12 November 2008
TAKE TIME TO LIVE...
So some days are the pits and some are the greatest of our lives.........Live for those that make the bad ones worth while.
When u think you have found it, it eludes u.... Live in those rare and hard to appreciate moments of living and take time to love, to care and to just be.
Sometimes its an ending.... Live for a new beginning.
When you think its over, a huge knock comes out of nowhere........ Find courage somewhere and pick up the pieces....
And when you live..... Live not only for yourself but for the ones you love......Take time for the simple things and make them the things that matter the most.
When u think you have found it, it eludes u.... Live in those rare and hard to appreciate moments of living and take time to love, to care and to just be.
Sometimes its an ending.... Live for a new beginning.
When you think its over, a huge knock comes out of nowhere........ Find courage somewhere and pick up the pieces....
And when you live..... Live not only for yourself but for the ones you love......Take time for the simple things and make them the things that matter the most.
Monday, 10 November 2008
THE BLACK HOLE
In the emptiness of the begining......
So solid
So infinite
Bursting with rays of light, never penetrating
What was... the black hole of my soul.....
The essence of my beginning..
Infinately u broke through....
Divergent like rays of light
Through prisms of my becoming.....
The religion of you faith sustained the becoming of my being
Thus the black hole became.....
So solid
So infinite
Bursting with rays of light, never penetrating
What was... the black hole of my soul.....
The essence of my beginning..
Infinately u broke through....
Divergent like rays of light
Through prisms of my becoming.....
The religion of you faith sustained the becoming of my being
Thus the black hole became.....
Wednesday, 29 October 2008
SOME DAYS
Some days are easy.... some.....harder than others.
Some days I need you more than I did before
On other days it even becomes hard to breath
My tears of longing
Have long since turned to just tears
Dry rivers of salt water, never ending
It hurts... With every breath i take inbetween the sobs
And my heart..... My heart beats in silence
A beat less, since you went away
On some days I wish to wake up to hear your voice
Only to wake up to my own
On some days I wish i had told you....... before you went away
Some days i long to hear you....if only for a while
And some days, I think of you and just smile
And on days inbetween i try very hard to supress the tears as I realise that you have gone away
Some days I need you more than I did before
On other days it even becomes hard to breath
My tears of longing
Have long since turned to just tears
Dry rivers of salt water, never ending
It hurts... With every breath i take inbetween the sobs
And my heart..... My heart beats in silence
A beat less, since you went away
On some days I wish to wake up to hear your voice
Only to wake up to my own
On some days I wish i had told you....... before you went away
Some days i long to hear you....if only for a while
And some days, I think of you and just smile
And on days inbetween i try very hard to supress the tears as I realise that you have gone away
JUST BECAUSE
Jst because it's a begining
Does not make it a new start
Jst because it's a finish line
Does not make it an ending
Jst because you loved me
Does not make me eternally yourz
Jst because you hurt me
Does not make me hate you
Just because you blamed me
Does not make it my fault
Does not make it a new start
Jst because it's a finish line
Does not make it an ending
Jst because you loved me
Does not make me eternally yourz
Jst because you hurt me
Does not make me hate you
Just because you blamed me
Does not make it my fault
I've had a perfectly wonderful evening. But this wasn't it!
U got the outfit, the man and the venue, adn then it happns, knocking u off your feet and breaking your balance... when walking into the resturant u c at the corner of your eye... ur ex wit his new sqeeze.... ur ex best frnd.........what do you do? option number one: Knock that B#%^# upside the head. Option number two: knock that shmuck up side the head or option number three: go over there and greet, turn around and walk away....
Worst case scenario, point is, we deal wit situations the best we know how... and truth be told, being the bigger or better person is not always easy, I mean, Heloooooooooooo! How dare they? rite? wrong......... the effect of what somebody does or tries to do to you is given power and momentum by how you choose to react to it....easier said then done.... So I had this friend, who stole ma man and I had this man who got stolen by my friend.... tough takkies... shit happns rite? wrong.. sometimes we tend to have expectations from our friends like oh.....i dnt knw.... loyalty? and how bout Honest? yeah and a little bit of compassion now and again..............
So i had the blow up, the "i will never forgive u", " the they deserve each other and the "I dnt love him animre" wondering and working my head around what i would do if i saw them again! Untill i did! (Unexpectadly i mite add.... thank u very much) and well..............It hit me, they realy deservd each other, what do they say "bird of a feather, flock together" the relationship didnt last and well...............karma baby! karma!
Worst case scenario, point is, we deal wit situations the best we know how... and truth be told, being the bigger or better person is not always easy, I mean, Heloooooooooooo! How dare they? rite? wrong......... the effect of what somebody does or tries to do to you is given power and momentum by how you choose to react to it....easier said then done.... So I had this friend, who stole ma man and I had this man who got stolen by my friend.... tough takkies... shit happns rite? wrong.. sometimes we tend to have expectations from our friends like oh.....i dnt knw.... loyalty? and how bout Honest? yeah and a little bit of compassion now and again..............
So i had the blow up, the "i will never forgive u", " the they deserve each other and the "I dnt love him animre" wondering and working my head around what i would do if i saw them again! Untill i did! (Unexpectadly i mite add.... thank u very much) and well..............It hit me, they realy deservd each other, what do they say "bird of a feather, flock together" the relationship didnt last and well...............karma baby! karma!
THE HAPPY CHAPPY!
"The grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for."- Allan K. Chalmers
Every once in a while we find ourselves within ourselves.... cryptic? I think not. So Oprah always says, take charge of your life, live a little, smile a little and laugh out loud.... I agree Laugh and laugh and laugh at yourself some more........ Many a time getting out of bed and facing the world seems like a chore, but not only that, like a slavery contract that jst dsnt want to end.... and we live our lives constrictd by our own inhibitions.... do what makes u smile, and smile while you doing it.... Laugh, untill it hurts and when it does cry untill you can't animre and then jst pick urself up and be........................THE HAPPY CHAPPY!
Every once in a while we find ourselves within ourselves.... cryptic? I think not. So Oprah always says, take charge of your life, live a little, smile a little and laugh out loud.... I agree Laugh and laugh and laugh at yourself some more........ Many a time getting out of bed and facing the world seems like a chore, but not only that, like a slavery contract that jst dsnt want to end.... and we live our lives constrictd by our own inhibitions.... do what makes u smile, and smile while you doing it.... Laugh, untill it hurts and when it does cry untill you can't animre and then jst pick urself up and be........................THE HAPPY CHAPPY!
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